thanks to a few people ( you know who u are ) that reminded me about my blog, or i should say found out about this piece of art (:P).. kinda made me think back why did i continue blogging at the first place. HAHA.
I'm 18 now and i've grown and learnt so much more. I dont only know more about life, i learnt more about living it. I feel much wiser and i feel much knowledgable. in every sense. One thing thou, as i grow, i fear more. i dont quite know the reason why but i feel like i often fight within myself, i guess it's because things in life contradicts quite alot, from the past to the present, things have changed, and i cant do anything bout it except to consume, learn, absorb, accept and move on. This is like a chain effect, when my surroundings change, i change. peer pressure and all the influential factors starts poking my life bubble and when i dont hold up well, i tend to fall. This could be an excuse to myself and this could also be a lesson learnt.
As we grow, we need to be stonger, MENTALLY especially. the world is not as innocent as u think it is. u'd see a bigger picture of the society, of life. For me to handle these bigger pictures, I gotta learn to be a bigger person.
I personally am not a strong person, i thought i was, but this whole new world thing hit me hard in my face. So, it's either i give up and surrender or i continue fighting. SO TELL ME which idiot would chose to give up? ( yes that's right, if u pick to give up u're an idiot :) ) I have no choice, well actually, i've never allowed 'giving up' as an option in my life, altho im often
It's not gonna be easy but i know it's gonna be worth it.
everything's gonna be fine in the end, if it's not fine, it's not the end.
have faith and keep smiling :)
jean.
;)
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