blessed.

So so blessed to have met every single person in my life. :)

'Memories are good, but sometimes they're exactly what's holding us back, holding us from moving on with life, we should cherish them but not cling on to them. If not we'll only be living in the past.
So, 

let it go and create more beautiful memories instead :) '

well said, you.

fishing at semenyih ; usaha camp 2012

less than three,

jean

:) 

hello abandoned blog.

No one really reads my blog anymore... wait let me rephrase that, no one actually blogs anymore. ( well in my circle of friends at least) so yeap. I decided to come back here to blog and syoik sendiri since no one's gonna read it anyways :) haha!

thanks to a few people ( you know who u are ) that reminded me about my blog, or i should say found out about this piece of art (:P).. kinda made me think back why did i continue blogging at the first place. HAHA.

I'm 18 now and i've grown and learnt so much more. I dont only know more about life, i learnt more about living it. I feel much wiser and i feel much knowledgable. in every sense. One thing thou, as i grow, i fear more. i dont quite know the reason why but i feel like i often fight within myself, i guess it's because things in life contradicts quite alot, from the past to the present, things have changed, and i cant do anything bout it except to consume, learn, absorb, accept and move on. This is like a chain effect, when my surroundings change, i change. peer pressure and all the influential factors starts poking my life bubble and when i dont hold up well, i tend to fall. This could be an excuse to myself and this could also be a lesson learnt.

As we grow, we need to be stonger, MENTALLY especially. the world is not as innocent as u think it is. u'd see a bigger picture of the society, of life. For me to handle these bigger pictures, I gotta learn to be a bigger person.

I personally am not a strong person, i thought i was, but this whole new world thing hit me hard in my face. So, it's either i give up and surrender or i continue fighting. SO TELL ME which idiot would chose to give up? ( yes that's right, if u pick to give up u're an idiot :) ) I have no choice, well actually, i've never allowed 'giving up' as an option in my life, altho im often an idiot at the verge of doing so but NO! NEVER. i will keep my head up high , stay focus and work my way up to my goal.

It's not gonna be easy but i know it's gonna be worth it. 

everything's gonna be fine in the end, if it's not fine, it's not the end. 

have faith and keep smiling :)

singing off,
jean.
;)