whateves

so tmr i'm gonna go for some cpr course at PLKN jugra, banting.

anddddd....

apparently, 4 people were killed by some lawyer over there. ( info from my parents, of course) you know.. adults... :) YAH. so i hope i'll get back home in peace and also in a piece :D (wah lame)

anywaysss...

I HAVE TWO THINGS TO SAY,


First, is that i realized many people around me are SO FAKE. like they have this great ability in them to hide their true self infront of u. and when they want something from u, they literally transform into another human being that's almost like a stranger to u. Soooo nice and sweet out of the sudden. i feel used. this sucks.


Secondly, is that if u don't know how to please me, seriously, QUIT TRYING. i appreciate your thoughts, but really? is that all u would do? maybe it's just the wrong timing. too bad yr luck is not at yr side at that very second. If u can't help, then just say "sorry, i can't help". Please, i repeat, PLEASE, don't give people blank hopes, or don't crush that person's high hopes on u when at the end of the day, u just suddenly tell them off and say " sorry, i couldn't help".


SERIOUSLY, THAT PISSES ME OFF TO THE MAXIMUM.
i would point my middle finger at u and ask u to screw off!
fine, maybe with a smile on my face. just to make it seem less tense.



okay i'm done pouring. back to packing my bag.
ciaomiao.